Spree of Productivity

So the last few days have pretty much sucked. I'm slipping far and fast into ... well, i don't know exactly what it is. Depression seems like too extreme of a word. But you know those times when you're kind of just on autopilot and everything is happening around you but you don't necessarily feel like you're interacting with it? Maybe that's just how I deal with stress - by shutting everything out. But work has been overwhelming and frustrating. I don't like feeling stupid and that's how I've felt lately.

I'm so sure that this is where God wants me to be right now, but it's not easy! Sure, I'm good at math and organization and administration, but for whatever the reason, I am not good at this job. Does this make sense to you? Not me!

I was tired of staring at a screen trying to solve problems I have no idea how to solve. So I went on a spree of productivity today and did all the paychecks in about an hour that I had blocked off all of tomorrow morning to do. I just needed to DO something, and not just run into brick walls every time I tried to do something. I really hope I didn't make any big mistakes. Oh well if I did, it won't be the first time, and I'm sure it won't be the last.

Not much of a theme today. Just thought I'd update everyone. On a side note, I'm still doing the no shampoo thing. My hair looks fine, but I think it feels weird. I have pretty thick hair, and I'm not sure that all of the stuff is getting washed out. But I've gone over a week now without shampoo and it's not nearly as bad as I thought it would be. My hair seemed more manageable today when I blow dried it. It didn't frizz out like it usually does. Is that because of healthier hair or an abundance of grease and dirt? I don't know. We'll find out.